siyes...rs nk ngs sgt2 ni...

rs nk nges sgt2 dh ni....
hati ni skt sgt sbb thn nges....
byk tul gangguan2 dlm pkrn ni....
tekanan xda la byk cm org len kot.... tp xleh thn dgn prasaan yg dh lm smpn....
brapa thun da aku x nges n brapa lm dh sgala rs 2 terpendam....
last nges ms part 3 degree...
smgu gak la air mta ni dok mleleh jerk....
pas smua 2 jd.... xda sbb dh aku nk nges dgn truk....

kalu tgk cta yg tacing2 pn...
pAKsa dri ni nk nges...
tp x bley pn......
kne thn lg nges 2.....
asal aku ssh sgt nk nges?????
ni pn cra plg x skt utk hilangkn tkanan yg ada...

nk p bukit jerit2...
xtau plak tmpt kt s.alam ni...
nk p sorg pn tkt kalu tau tmpt pn....

xkn nk cderakan dri plak kn dgn .......
xnk dh kne mrh dgn......
tp pas kne mrh dgn..... bt gak... hehehe...
skang x wat da menda 2...
dolu2 zmn x ckup akal nk pk kn???
akal pendek org kta....
sbb 2 kne tahan rs 2....
xtng btl idup aku ni....
nk stadi pn xda mud...


sum 1 help me to cry....
i want to clear my mind n soul...
it really hurt inside even u look i'm happy outside....
i can't bear it anymore....
but i still can't cry...

luka ker?????
ntah la....
even rawat pn still ada....
da kne mngena ke ngn aku nk nges????
bley la tuh....

i dunno wat to make me cry....
rite now....
when i sleep...
every thing goes away....
but it will come back... then i felt even more depress???
cm 2 la lbh kurg...
kalu nges...
menda 2 still ada....
but bley kurg kn.....

hanya tuhan yg tau rs ni......
hope bley thn n jgn dtg dh rs nk nges nih....
aku da 1 prangai pelik....
xtau la pelik ke utk korg....
kalu aku nges...aku x ska org pujuk....
tp nk org 2 ada utk tmn aku nges...
n aku malu nk nges dpn org len...
selain org yg aku salu n pernah nges kt dorg la.....

aku rs sbb 2 kot aku thn rs nk nges ni...
aku nk org nmpk aku kuat...
tp sgt rapuh kt dlm ni....

pehl aku wat sesi luah prasaan nih???
paper jer lah...
bkn sng aku nk bka mulut cita kt org....
kpada yg bca ni...
pndai2 la phm...
aku bc pe yg aku type pn kdg2 aku pening....